stalkerbunny

So I was going to start writing last night and then I went to check what it would cost to travel home for Christmas and there was a lot of crying. On one hand, it costs a ridic sum (not as much as in the summer, but then it was a longer visit), I'd only be there three weeks tops AND I need to write a 15 page essay somewhere in there (which I know I'll be bad at while at home)... all in all more sensible to stay here. Then again I've always been with family for Christmas and I've not seen them since last summer and dunno if I'll be going on the next yet so... I do really want to see them. :/ I think I'll talk with my mom about it next time we do...

Tumblr has spoiled me to some new DW developments. Not sure what I feel about that yet.

aaand hopefully I'll actually get to writing today. Can only hope some important plot point become clearer as I write, as right now they are a bit fuzzy. Also was thinking earlier in the shower about how terrifying it is to do things knowing it can and most likely will fail at least in some aspects, and that only becomes worse when it comes to representation and other issues where, if done wrong, you can actively hurt people. But then the only way to get better or get anything DONE in general is to try? (and, you know, do research, listen to people and think things through, but there's only so long you can do that, especially with a looming deadline and life to live...)

Had an awesome day today, mostly thanks to rusalkai who was absolutely charming company. Hee. ^__^

Alas, when I got home my mom told me I'm...ahem, a bit low on funds (at least until next thursday). I've....decided not to feel too bothered by that, as immature and pathetic as that may be. It's not like I'm financially independent anyways. >_>;
Will try to spend less next month thought. ^_^;

What else...let's see...have some Saiyuki ficness I should post, from originally anon sources, but.

The ones from the past kink meme are scarily (mostly) unbetaed, but that's not the biggest problem. If fics could talk, it would go something like this:

FicD: I'm betaed, mostly non-embarrassing and ready to post. ^3^
Me: :D
FicD: Except that...
FicA: Hello~ Remember me?
FicD: Well hello my dark twin! ♥ Hey, Miss Author, we should really be posted near each other, right?
Me: *mumble mumble dunno how to fix that mess mumble* :'/
FicA: Ahahaha...thought it was enough writing me once? LOL at ya. >:D
Me: HAET D:

*nearby, the two other are watching the scene*
FicC: Heh. Dorks. I'm just waiting for her to finish that one picture, you know. ^__^
FicB: Uhuh. *eats popcorn*

So, there's that. =_=
Better go read my flist now, haven't been doing that enough lately...*feels guilty*

After making the meme fic post last night, and generally hanging around being awake until around 5 in the morning, I decided to go to bed at last.
Which was, of course, the moment I had an idea how to finish a fic that's been bugging me for a while.
So I had to get up again and start the computer, literally cursing at it for starting up so slowly because I could feel the story slipping away through my fingers all the while. :'D

So, another hour of awakeness there. BUT it was very much worth it, because now I'm finally FREE of that annoying plotbunny. Hurrah! ¤3¤/~*
Not sure if I ever want to post it non-anonymously, but that's another matter :P

Still in a sort of writy mood, so if anyone has any drabble prompts, they would be welcome. :)

Let's imagine this is not posted on the same day as the last one...ehem.

So, yesterday I was writing an original story that assaulted me recently. It's (again) a sort of horror/fantasy story, and the writing was going pretty well (meaning->I couldn't stop writing untill that part was done), but unfortunately I managed to creep out myself so well I had to sleep with the lights open. Seriously, nothing much really even happens D:!
Just better finish this one so I can work more on the fic...