Meh: re. movies

On one hand I want to see Iron Man 3 and the new Star Trek film, on the other...
1) I shouldn't be spending money on that when living on handouts. Especially as I've already spent money on things I didn't really need this month...
2) Um, whitewashing? (definitely in the star trek movie and idek what is going on in IM3 with the villain who'd have been problematic the other way too???) That's just... depressing
3) I hear ST:ItD is put into useless post-production 3D that just makes the quality worse and the tickets more expensive so blegh.
4) I don't know if anyone I know is interested and going alone just feels a bit pointless.
5) At the very least I'd need to choose just one but which???

So I guess the conclusion is I'd better just forget about it. Oh well.

Also, I've been trying to plan this picnic thing for several weekends, and besides being too stressed the last two, this one (and the two free days before) the weather forecast was all "it miiight rain. Maybe!" so I decided to postpone again, and then the weather was perfect most of the day. Great.

Everything just feels stupid today. Should do something productive but I don't want to. I don't even feel like doing anything non-productive.