stalkerbunny | Update on last

Not that I expect anyone wants to know. *I* wish I didn't need to go through this all. As it is maybe writing it out will help a little.

My landlady offered to help, as she's of the opinion I shouldn't have to pay the bill twice. Which I also feel but I also really want to put it behind me and have no energy left to fight. I did try to call my bank in Finland today but didn't get very far because they had this complicated system where I needed to type in my user number and password, except either I wasn't fast enough/didn't get it or my phone was entirely incompatible with what I was supposed to do.

Anyway my saldo ran out before I got any further than that. And I'd just recently bought more. So I don't think I can afford to call them again, even if I do buy more, as I need to be able to eat at least a little too and MAYBE be able to use my phone in my normal fashion which is for emergencies and the occasional texts to friends. And in case I need it for job hunting. Still preparing for needing to pay the bill again too, except... oh right, I forgot I'll have to pay extra for the payment. So I actually don't have enough money even now, unless I didn't buy a travel card and stopped going anywhere. Like uni. Which decision I need to do tomorrow.

Hm.

And I've been applying for some jobs, one which I got a negative reply from just now. Should do more of that.

Besides that, I've been writing a little, still haven't quite given up on the unconventionalcourtship fic. Probably should, but... I don't want to. :(

I'd talk about Friday but I don't want to have fandom squeegery in the same post as all that above (it might contaminate them...!). So maybe after an appropriate time has passed. Like later today. Or tomorrow.